April, wtf?

last month was the worst so far in my poker career. i don't have correct stats because i wasn't the only one tilting.. (i experienced problems with the software that reads hands played at pacific)
i am approximately down around 2k $ at NL Holdem 200 and 100 @ approx 6k hands. i didn't play a lot because i felt that i was far away from my A game, the weather was great and i started to play football more regularly again. love this game.
yesterday i had a good feeling about playing poker again and won about 5 stacks @ NL100 (1k hands) and today i put in a small session and went up a little bit more than a stack. i think i played good but i got lucky in some battles with quite good regulars.

Goals for march:
-put in 12k+ hands -> shouldn't be a big problem because now i can 6 table at pacific
-read elements of poker
-pray to get my money back from TUSK
-work seriously on my game and try to see poker as a way to not take up a "real" job